When the babies were little, they were constantly attached to me. I was often holding them on my hip or chest so they were RIGHTINMYFACE and BREATHINGMYAIR most all day, every day. Which is the wonderful part about having babies, don't get me wrong. Even for their small size, they were huge in my eyes due to their proximity.
Now the babies are getting older and.... smaller. They no longer breathe my air. The are rarely right in my face, unless they are showing me the latest bump, scrape, bruise, turtle, blackbird or the like to impress me. These days I mostly see them from a distance, which is becoming increasingly alright with me. A friend told me once that raising kiddos never gets easier, it just gets different. Each day I am becoming more aware of just what he meant.
See what I mean? I wasn't joking. Blackbird. In my face. He was so proud of himself for catching it. Still not sure how he managed that one.
We spent a few days last week hauling hay. Kenyon LOVES to drive the pickup and flipper trailer through the fields so I can load him with the tractor. Once I get him loaded he dutifully slides over and lets me drive down the road to the hay yard to unload. Wash, rinse, repeat. Load after load.
Not only can he do the manly chores like haul hay, but he's great at walking home to make sandwiches for everyone as well! He really wanted to keep loading hay while I went home to make sandwiches, but he definitely lost that argument.
We had to wait nearly 10 minutes for the men to switch fields and bring us a tractor, which is approximately 10,000 eternities in young man years. He sat on the tail end of the flipper trailer and nearly died of boredom.
"Seriously, Mom. I think they forgot about us. There is no way it should be taking this long. We should just go find them."
I love picking up these tiny hitchhikers I find alongside the road. All the kids love to take turns riding in the swather and baler with their grandpa and dad. After spending many long hours bouncing around in the cab I drive to the appropriate middle-of-nowhere location and find the tiny dot standing at the side of a field that is hopefully my child.
I loved stumbling upon this scene a few days ago. The kids found the best vantage point (the top of the ground load trailer) and watched their dad go back and forth with the tractor and baler. I believe if you click on the individual photos you can enlarge them.
Nearly every Saturday morning while the rest of the world is watching cartoons, we have our kiddos out working a load of calves that arrive to our place the night before. I run one side of the chute- giving shots, worming and putting in ear tags while my husband works the other side. He runs the hydraulics of the chute to catch each calf, gives other shots and implants as well as brands each calf with a hot iron. We both keep an eye on the kiddos as they push calves up the alleyway or simply see how much dirt they can possibly cover themselves in. Not to brag or anything, but they could earn a gold medal in the filthy kid category. Hands down.
The boys have to practice their penmanship skills when they number all the ear tags and vials for BVD testing that I then run in the afternoons.
This new, different chapter is difficult for me to process at times but I'm slowly adapting. I never dreamed it would be this enjoyable to watch the children grow bigger physically but become teeny-tiny in my eyes as they become more independent.
